Thank you

Colossians 1
 ²¹Once you were alienated from God and were enemies in your minds because of^[f] your evil behavior. ²²But now he has reconciled you by Christ's physical body through death to present you holy in his sight, without blemish and free from accusation— ²³if you continue in your faith, established and firm, not moved from the hope held out in the gospel. This is the gospel that you heard and that has been proclaimed to every creature under heaven, and of which I, Paul, have become a servant.



Thank God that he sent a way for me to be blameless. I suck, plain and simple, I realize this today as much if not more than any. So just thank God that it isn't up to me where I go...

Have you ever seen a guy eat his own head?

Nathan awoke from a sound sleep to the noise of footsteps in his hall and rasping on his door.
Had zombies somehow made it into his home? Were small dead children crawling and clawing against the wood? Did the dog need to pee and decided to try and wake him up?

YES to all three except for the first two!

Nathan sluggishly moves down the stairs and let's the dog out...

(hmm... that adventure wasn't misrepresented or skewed... weak)

A little word at the right time.

Ok so I want to blog about how I picked up the Bible, did the whole random page guessing game with faith and hit the nail on the head. But I got distracted with other blogs from old friends and now I am just going to say.

If you are struggling with people's "knowledge" becoming a barrier from Christ. 1 Timothy if full of encouragement. Alright, enough said.

the reason I have these random posts

I know it seems that all my posts have been random weird out of no-where thoughts, but I am currently writing a redefinition of God, meaning God isn't changing, and I am not trying to change God, just better explain who has has always been.

I say "I" because I am physically writing the book/paper, and this is MY blog, but "I" is actually a representation of "Jimmy and Nathan AND God" because we are using inspiration from God and what we know about him and collaborating the thoughts I am using to write. In the book/paper there will be a lot of references to "I want", "I think", etc, but the book will have two author's on the cover, and, as far as I am concerned, Jimmy wrote AT LEAST 50% of the book, without ever touching the typewriter. In a bad comparison to a real world example, God literally wrote none of the bible, but wrote all of the bible at the same time. I am the literal writer and Jimmy... is basically God (See why it's a bad example)

Peace out.

Post Script : All the thoughts posted here about God are incomplete, and are me making notes in a permanent place so that I can remember points to hit on, everything written here is a form of what I am writing, but might not have the same meaning as what I will have written in the end.

God Bless

random notes

God wrote the entire history of the world (I don't mean wrote, i mean actually participated in) at a single moment.

God allows free will to a degree that we can do whatever we want, even in opposition to God (ie. Sin). However, when God wrote the world in the single moment, he already knew every choice being made (since God works outside of time technically the choices were made at the same "time" God made the world). Therefore, God wrote the world the way he wanted to AROUND the choices he ALLOWS us to freely make. Does this mean that we choose God? No, but it does mean that God did not predestine a person for salvation UNLESS he saw the choices that lead up to the person's salvation. God chooses a man who will be missioned to in Kenya because he knew the missionary would go to Kenya. It makes God WILLINGLY dependent on people to determine who he will predestine.... and he does all of this in a single moment that he made/participated in the entire history of the world.

God does not HAVE to be dependent on people, but since we know we have free will, it isn't coincidental that people who get preached to get saved, it's God working his plan tied into our free will.

i'm giving in... maybe... ok only in theory

OK... i'm going to say it...

We choose God because he chooses us...

i am also going to say that i do not believe three things -

NO = We choose God because he CHOSE us (predestination)

NO = God chooses us because we choose him (armineism (SP?))

God Defined... a precurser

God created and destroyed the world at the same moment.

God only exists in that moment (outside that moment)

God actively affects every moment in history as he exists in the moment

God created an eternal time that exists in the moment that is god

God both makes the decision of what has happened and changes his mind for prayer at the same time

God does NOT predestine people, people do NOT choose God... all this happens at the moment of God's existence. (This one needs better definition... as if the others don't lol)

Testing

i installed ScribeFire into firefox... hopefully this will let me blog some more... oh yeah, and this is a test of scribefire.

remember kids

Everyone knows that a black hole is a piece of matter so dense that it's gravitational pull is greater than the escape velocity of light...

does everyone know that we know about black holes because scientists noticed a star disappeared and reappeared without passing behind something and that the only logical explanation was to create a theory about a black hole...

now we are creating a Large Hadron Collider that will be able to shoot lead (heavy) ions at each other and let them collide... but we shouldn't do it because this might make a black hole... btw it's a 1 in 50,000,000 chance of happening...

so...

NOT ONLY DO WE NOW KNOW HOW TO MAKE BLACK HOLES BUT WE CAN ESTIMATE THEIR CHANCE OF HAPPENING... IT'S A FREAKING THEORY... how the hell to we base 9 theories off of each other without proving the base theory???

I didn't want to mention this because people will get lost at the thought of religion... but this is all to figure out why no one knows why we have gravity... IN OTHER WORDS... this is a 10 BILLION dollar project in another attempt to disprove God.

i have no hope for humanity.

Well...

So my life is getting a little hectic, i am trying to relax but all my school work is comming into fruition and i am picking bad times to make big decisions...

I will endue this though, God's plan is unchangeable, no matter if we struggle or flow

18 Days Later: Part Two

Nathan woke up that day, not knowing hell had broken loose overnight...

PART TWO: TRAFFIC FROM HELL

Nathan got into his car and turned on the radio, nothing came on... silence overtook him. What could be blocking all the radio channels?
Nathan wondered what could possibly cause the worlds radios to stop transmission.
"I should try to hook up my cd-player today."
The drive started out as it normally should, past the school, down spencer, up to the highway, but as our hero pulled onto the feeder, he noticed something wasn't right... did the rapture come? did the dead now walk among the living? had everyone evacuated the city in a mass panic?!?
Nathan was wondering what could possibly be wrong...
"There is nothing wrong dude, MOVE!?" Nathan thought to himself as he stared at the cars brake lights in front of him.
Was there no end to the cars? People stopping for no reason, no ones stopping for any one reason, but the person 20 cars ahead of him would slow down to 30mph and 19 cars head would goto 28mph to drop behind and by the time it got to him.... 12mph was as fast as our amazingly good looking main character could go.
Nathan wondered if he would be stuck here for days....
"Geez this is going to take like 12 minutes to get to my exit!"
Yes, this traffic was never ending, and this day could not get any worse than the TRAFFIC FROM HELL... or so you think..........

stay tuned for part three: Lost on Campus............... (Fade to a Hemerroid relief commercial)

18 Days Later: Part One

Nathan wanted to start a blog, then... everything went black until.............. EIGHTEEN DAYS LATER
(rip off of 28 days later)

PART ONE: THE AWAKENING

Nathan awakes from his coma. He scans his suroundings confused and lost. White room, tan sheets, bright white lights, and clothes everywhere.
He wonders if he is dead...
"I wish I was dead", he thinks.
He stands up and pushes the door. Locked. He wonders how he could ever possible escape, and then he pulls the door open.
He is amazed he ever figured that one out...
"Damnit, I always do that!"
Everything seems dead as he wanders out the door, no cars are driving, no people are playing outside, nothing moves but the wind.
He wonders if this could be the apocolypse....
"Why does class start before people even wake up?"
Little does Nathan realize that things only seem quiet in this little town in suburbia; Soon he will be wishing people were asleep... soon, he will regret ever getting out of bed at all.......

Stay tunes for part two: Traffic from Hell............. (uncontrollably loud music plays)

The start of another failed project...

Well, here is to trying to write in this thing everyday, will it happen? probably not, but we'll see.